Some
Once Told Me
"You
deserve better"
"why
do you put up with it"
"and
why you let others treat
you
like...'SHIT that you're not' ".
In
this world there are two types of people
those
who lie with their eyes opened.
and
some lie with their eyes closed.
Lies are made while
promises
are broken
b/c they are as weak as the
people who make them...
still their eyes are opened
Promises are made
while lies are broken
b/c they are as weak as the
people who make them...
still their eyes are closed
COULD THERE
ANY DIFFERENCE ??
THERE IS
NO DIFFERENCE ....
Hidden closed eyes may say
same as torn heart spell
" deep hurt shall stay"
like being open to gates of
hell.
Take it away, never be returned
to
prove thy self, priming thy
self
so that closed eyes shall
never pray.
Over and Over again shut off
and forgotten
makes souls full of hate,
sorrow;.
Hate that stays with eyes
wide opened.
OOOOOoooooo shall i live tomorrow?
Living to be hurt , only wanting
to be loved.
For what? Innocence? honesty?
how about stupidity !!
Yes honesty and innocence
gives me invisibility.
by cuong
25-11-1998
Fear
Is Only For The Love........d
One of your
smile is worth a million of mine
two, and
I will love you forever.
“What”
am I seeing you bec koning?
You are !
You are !! As I reach for you through jagged SpiNes
hands are
torn li ke severed liver
Your eyes
well with warm tears of calling
Every tear
makes me burn in love for you.
Watching
you hold yourself and dropping to your knees
only makes
me go deeper till I’m dieing.
How far will
I have to go to show? My love is true !
Don’t run,
Don’t go, Don’t leave me !!
Can you hear
me? what have I done!? why are your tears falling.
Yru going!
Yru running! WHY AM I ALONE....
My world
is whirling while fate stares through my crimson eyes.
Give me 3
nails and 2 brothers, stake me up so I will bare
your sins;
are seeping to the bone.
Was it too
much for you ? don’t dare to see me cry ?
..... or
have u no love to spare .....
Cu'õ'ng
29-11-98
I think this is just
me or is it that i can't be happy ?? i'm happy lots... aren't I ?
still its me hey ?!?!
but for some reason can't write happy poems.... !!!!!
gggrrr }=o\
I'll try !! soooo ... from now on i will try to write "happier" poems ^_^
aRRR... bugger it... the only time when i write the is when i am hurt
angry and in love..
so i doubt much will be about "happiness"
My very
own
LOVER
When I first
met you, I never knew it would turn out like this.
You're EVERYTHING
my heart desires.
*(She shouts,)*
"Kiss me now..",
"KISS ME NOW DAMMIT" !! then all shall be BLISSsss
When
you are too young, unimaginable writhe are laying ahead..!!
Its ok...
its
ok.. its ok.. its ok... it'll be Okay.
When arms
are wrapping souls are inspired.
Hurts shall
be mend and cries will be smothered. =*o(
+----------------------------+
Nurture me
!! Be my mother that I never had.
So once your
gone, you'll be the mother that I'll never have.
*(he wants)*
love
NOT
seen, not kicked when MAD.
Phobia is
acquired by die-ing in a corner with extreme fear..!!
Its ok...
its
ok.. its ok.. its ok... it'll be Okay.
All is normal.
No one to hold, hurts are without scab
and everyone
is home.
+----------------------------+
Now I am back
in
my home.....in my corner
I see-all
is here again
*(and recites)*
Don't come
closer, don't come closer, don't come closer.
Never again
shall a child's soul be hurt and killed..!!
Its ok...
its
ok.. its ok.. its ok... it'll be Okay.
to cut his
heart out and toss him back into the pit of pain.
Where no one
sees or cares.
+----------------------------+
Why are you
looking at me? Can you see past mask of happiness?
Can I open
my eyes..?? Is it safe ?? To say
*(I Love You)*
" Leave.. me
!! " I have to hide again, before there is kindness.
" I know how
to live ! " Down the pit and in my corner. " So why do you care?
Its ok...
its
ok.. its ok.. its ok... it'll be Okay.
To be held
again.....?? For that, broken faces continues to pray;
Please...."
Hold me,..... hold me T
IGHT
and never let me go !! "
cn
3-1-99
Delta
Hearts
Travelling down the delta of
MY heart
searching for the only thiNG....
EveR so Gentle and EVER so crazY
!!
who will never do us part.
with arms wider than my Lacerated
Tears
And EYes of star so BriGHT.
Keeping Me safe till the end
of time.
NOne other than my only lover
shall compare
To the mOmENT of no violence,
Shall i stand in front of You.
OnlY then Will i know the trUe
meaning
OF .......... " Wails
remaining silent ".
All which stemS shall nOt eXist.
Along with mY fears;
Bending me and covering me no
LONGer !
For ONE love so TRUE
How could i rEsisT. ?!?!
ECCn LYFE
CuonG N
5-1-99
Bubbles
Bristling
Beyond
I love to smile and
adore happiness.
It is my childhood
dream !!
Shall I stop being
extreme
and stop finding my
dream ?
I will be sorry yes
I will "yes you will".
What more could I have
done ?
What more could I
be ?
What more could I
see ?
Shall I just be me
?
I feel what others
can not see
And see what eyes can
not feel.
Holding on to a few
precious thoughts.
I can't stand when
I am refused to sort
my secretes, that
others have so cheaply bought.
Why does the world
love hurting me !!
Bubbles shall burst
and hope for trust
because a part of
me could not stay.
Some one will say
" what is lost can never be saved ! "
While in my cage,
staring at the world in disarray,
I can't help but feel
scared and lost.
" for
the future "
7-2-99
Cuong
nguyen
